Tuesday, March 4, 2008

I'm so alone

You left me not too long ago and yet it seems like forever. I reminisce the day you left all this time because I was right there beside you I can't seem to get over the feelings I had, at that very moment I felt so alone. It grew cold in the room that I lost all feelings and sense All I had was pure silence and disbelief, I saw people moving towards you all around me and yet I couldn't move a step towards you. I couldn't distinguish my emotions because I wasn't sure of them I felt soo much anger and sadness, but I couldn't cry. At that moment I wasn't sure what was wrong. And now a year & a half later it all comes back to me Every tear I held in falls, and now I can't seem to stop I've realized how much I missed you and how much I've needed you here but there is no way for me to reach out for your touch. I feel so alone right now, that I just wish you could take me with you..

I love you

When the morning sun wake me from my bed then my last night dream brings you in my thoughts and making my day to walk into your world again when I think of your face then my problems slip away from my mind and brings happiness into my heart. Always want to stay close to you and hear your loving words our heart is in perfect harmony like cool breeze touches morning dew our love is in perfect high like heaven hugs soul everyday you look perfect guy with love and kind and always want to fills my heart with your love always, I feel warm and safe when you are around me and my days seem endless when you are not beside me cause, you are the only one there for me to take care you allow me to love you freely with your heart and soul because only my heart will melt with your love energy my love for you is deep...

I'm left with nothing....

There were days where I wanted you back, but I knew and always will
Even the best of memories of then fall through...
Because your gone
and I did nothing wrong.
I loved you
I cared,
you still did what I feared
left, without explanation
I still
to this day,
don't know why...
Thinking without you
I'll forever cry
You were the only one
I've ever loved
Other guys that came along
meant nothing, I hope you know.
You were my everything
wish you still were... but instead
I'm left with nothing... !!

I Will Always Love You...!

I Close My Eyes And Picture You,I See Your Face,Your Smile.I Feel Your Arms Around Me Holding Me Tightly,So Tightly I Can't breath,I Gasp For Air. All Alone, Scared....Thats How I Feel Without You Near!!! I Know That Time Can Never Change The LoVe I Have For You...Except Too Make It Deeper Still With Everything We Do......In All My Dreams Of Coming Years, You Play Yhe Greatest Part,For I Know That Time Will Never Change The LOvE WithIn My Heart... Never Thought That iLL Miss You This Much...Never Thought You'll Be Gone Forever...You Left So Many Things Behind And They'll Never Be compLeTed WithOut You ,But I will Always Love You Till The Death =(

Without you

I Close My Eyes And Picture You,I See Your Face,Your Smile.I Feel Your Arms Around Me Holding Me Tightly,So Tightly I Can't breath,I Gasp For Air. All Alone, Scared....Thats How I Feel Without You Near!!! I Know That Time Can Never Change The LoVe I Have For You...Except Too Make It Deeper Still With Everything We Do......In All My Dreams Of Coming Years, You Play Yhe Greatest Part,For I Know That Time Will Never Change The LOvE WithIn My Heart... Never Thought That iLL Miss You This Much...Never Thought You'll Be Gone Forever...You Left So Many Things Behind And They'll Never Be compLeTed WithOut You ,But I will Always Love You Till The Death =(

I Know....

I know that time can never change the love I have for you...Except to make it deeper still with everything we do...... In all my dreams of coming years, you play the greatest part,for I know that time will never change the love within my heart...I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived..How blue can I get, you could ask my heart. Just like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart. A million words couldn't say just how I feel. A million years from now, you know, I'll b loving you still the nights r lonely,The days are so sad and I just keep thinking' about the love that we have. And I'm missing u And nobody knows it but me...

Friends Forever!

I'll Always Beside You Until The Very End, Wiping All Your Tears Away, Being Your Best Friend. I'll Smile When You Smile & Feel All The Pain You Do, & If You Cry A Single Tear, I Promise I'll Cry Too.

Life goes on...!!

You gotta take the good with the bad Smile with the sad Love wat u got & remember wat u had Learn to forgive but never forget Learn frm ur mistakes but never regret People change things go wrong Just remember life goes on...

My Feelings

How do I tell you how I feel about you...When,everytime i think of you my body shakeseverytime i see you my knees grow weak and everytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end. When,everytime i look into your eyes, i wish i was there everytime i see you smile my heart melts and every night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end. I've tried somehow to say:you're the sun that lights up my sky,the wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer day and sweet incense that keeps me on a natural high. I want so much to tell you: that without you with me each day my day isn't completethat since day one I've always wanted to be with you that no matter what's going on in my life you're the reason there's a smile on my face and that loving you seems to be all I need to know...

My Wish Came True!

I looked up.I saw a shooting star,I saw a shooting star in the dark sky.I made a wish,I made a wish to be with you.I looked to the right. I saw birthday candles, I saw birthday candles on a lavender cake. I made a wish, I made a wish to be with you. I looked to the left. I saw a dandelion, I saw a dandelion on the lawn. I made a wish, I made a wish to be with you. I look straight ahead. I see you, I see you right here in front of me.I made a wish, I made a wish and it came true.
When you have know light to guide you and no one to walk beside you I will come to you when the night is dark and stormy you won't have to search for mewhen you don't know how or why but you have lost you wayhave now fear when your dreams are falling I will hear your spirit calling and I swear I will be there see even if we can not be together now and forever and I swear that I will be there we all need somebody we can turn to someone who will always understand so even if your soul is dieing and you need the strength to keep trying I’ll reach out and take your hand for I will come to you...!!

I Miss You

I miss you every moment of everyday,I think about you all the time. I hope you are okay and doing good. I can't help but want to be with you, and I hope to see you soon. I wouldn't mind dying tomorrow or even this very second because I know that I would be with you again.... Forever

One Day I will Leave This World...

.. One Day I will Leave This World As well But When I am Dead Dont Cry For Me.Think Of Me In Pleasant Moments.Let Your Memories Preserve,While You are Not In Heaven,